Thursday, May 26, 2005
Tears is rolling down my face... Wat had happen... this is wat... It is understood that i love ENERGY ALOT! ESPEACIALLY AH DI... I got a news today... AH DI back injury had make him decide to leave ENERGY... Mean the coming album will be his last album with ENERGY. And the incoming Concert will be my last time seeing him... Why must he leave...I just don understand... I just cant accept... ENERGY motivated my life... Ah Di's voice let me carry on my life... Let me have the courage to sing out my voice.... I BEG... DONT GO!
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3:30 AM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
OH MY GOD! I saw ENERGY today... In the morning, I went to quene for a event tat start 6.30 p.m... Haha... wat is more surpirse you is ENERGY CONCERT tixs start selling today... I call sistic at around 11 a.m... And the first two expensive price sold out and the cheapest also sold out! Is like less than few hours tat it start to sell... And SISTIC made a very big mistake... ENERGY CONCERT name in CHINESE is call zai jian SINGAPORE... SISTIC take it as GOODBYE ENERGY... Like it is their last concert... But lucky...
ENERGY say is hi singapore, we meet again... At tatmoment I almost burst out tears... And my poor ah di... Back injuries come back when he go for army... and cause him not to dance for a long time... Hope he get well soon... Sigh... I wonder should i stay at home to watch ENERGY in show or go and watch the basketball match at toa payoh stadium... Still cant decided....
84 MORE DAYS TO THE CONCERT
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Wednesday, April 13, 2005 7:58:00 PM Subject: sure is a rich guy.... Message: Jin and I are best fren..we do anythingthatbest fren do...One day, i realised that ilovehim...soi decided to confessed this feeling to himonenitewhere we camp with other frens. he saidyes,hewould be my boyfren..So we went on like other gurlfrenboyfren'slifedoes.Watch movie, walk in park, eat together,go tobeach....but life's not fun as when we arestillbestfren....he also doesnt talk much, or act likewearebest fren, close and share everything...forme,heisnot a suitable or loving boyfren...but ikeptquitelythis on my mind...But since the day he bcome my boyfren,heeverysingle day would give me a small teddybear...Atfirst i thought it was lovely, but till now, iwonderwhy he would gav me this...One day, i was walking alone at a park.Then isawJin talking to another gurl. I walk towardhimand ioverheard him saying "i love u' to thegurl. Iwasreally angry and i run home coz Jin nevertoldmehe love me all the time we been boyfrenandgurlfren.Then, at midnite that day, he come to myhouseand i open the door. He just passed metheteddybear that he used to give me everydayandsaidsorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i wasreallyangryand i shouted at him,"Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wantohearform u is, I love you, that's it, izit toohard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand andplace theteddy bear on my palm and left away..ithrowtheteddy bear into my cupboard.The next day, Jin asked me out. We meetatbusstop near my house..i walk there and thenhejustgav me a big teddy bear,my anger wasstill inhighposition,and i throw the teddy to themiddle oftheroad. He keep quiet and then he go to themiddleofthe road and pick the teddy up. He dintrealiseatruck was coming towards him. I shoutedathimnot to pick it up and he was about look atme,and...........................*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I shouted...the nex minute hewaslyingonthe road, covered with blood. He was senttothehospital but it's too late...i losthim...forever....after attended his funeral, i went backhomeand ihug all the teddy bear he gav me sincetheday webcome gfbf...i counted the teddy bearone byone...1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and thelastteddy bear he gave covered with hisbloodwas the365th...it had been a year we bcomebfgf...iqueezethe teddy bear with the tearsflow....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddys...anditakeone of it, and try to press on his tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy bear he gavme...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest and the last teddy bearJingavme, I squeeze his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniverybeingbfgfafter a year.....i always love you,yesterday,today,and forever........I love you....*i dropped the teddy bear........i never realised that Jin had actually toldmethosewords..every single day....till today...i slowly picked the teddy and i whisperedtotheteddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........" This is a very touching story... even i don know is it true a not but pls cherish those you love...
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6:25 AM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
It was my school spots day... He was in the same house as me... He got alot of event like running... Than I was sort of peeking him the whole session... Whao wat a wonderful day... He was quite good...Hmmm... Hai Ya... He got seond for mostly all the race... Ai... so sad... Than I was at one of the race... He was sitting on the top steps... Than I was waiting at the grass path... On the ground... I was there staring at him... Than around three to four he look at me... Is I don know wat to do... And look away... I try to get his attention by looking at me... But I jus think it was stupid... I even try to use my handphone o take his photo... Tats was even stupid... But loving someone secretly is a very special feeling... you may lose it in just a second! Treasure the moment! =p
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6:18 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I reach school... my eyes was so irritated. as I was wearing my contact lense... I went to my school toilet, to wash my eyes... when i come out... I meet him... I just cant believe... My eyes was so wet, as the contact lense keep make me drop tears... So wat he saw wasa girl crying... I don know wat to react, just act cool and walk away... Oh my god.... This type of scene oni will happen in show... Does tat mean me and him is fated? Who know oni HE know...
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
I still remember that day... How it started... It was a post exam activity... He was playing basketball by representing the house... I was just beside, seeing him playing...Whao... You cant imagine how good is him?! Whao...... slam down the ball... 3 pointed shot.... What really amaze and made him become my idol is..... Some one from the team shot a ball but it didnt went in... He jump up...And at that moment he look like he freeze uin the air and there goes... The ball went in... Whao! It is like the animation slam dunk! Can you imagine that... And now he is in our nation team! It is so cool... From that day on, he is my idol! Maybe a bit more than idol la... hehe... and he look abit like my fav group energy de KUNDA! So cool of him! ah... I'm crazy....
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Monday, March 28, 2005
I went out with my frenz yesterday... She was with her boyfrenz...
How lovely...
But I was alone... How i wish there is
SOMEONE for me? everywhere i saw was couples... I have a thinking ... I want to be in
love... THan i saw ppl with diff size and shape that have boyfrenz that look quite handsome... Now boys they care wats inside but not outside... I wish to
grow up faster, to poly... Maybe there is where it will come...
Sigh.......my turn will come...
When will it come? No one knows... I just have to wait.......
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7:00 PM
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